Pop singer Britney Spears has confessed on her website that she truly hit rock bottom during a stint in rehabilitation this year but she has made it clear that alcohol or depression is not to be blamed for that.
On her website, www.britneyspears.com, Britney wrote:
I was like a bad kid running around with ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) I confess, I was so lost. I think the whole problem was letting too many people into my life. You never know another person’s intentions or what another person wants.
Earlier this year, Britney separated with her second husband, Kevin Federline, with whom she has two children. After her separation Britney’s behaviour turned erratic, which included shaving off her hair and going overboard with late night binge. She also distanced herself from her so called well-wishers after learning that they were taking an undue advantage of her wealth and fame.
On seperating from so many people Britney said:
Some of the people in my life made more of some issues than was necessary,” she said, citing as an example her hitting the party scene after her divorce. I think it is actually normal for a young girl to go out after a huge divorce. I think it was a bigger issue because I had not gone out in such a long time.
Britney who hasn’t released her album since 2003 is currently working on her fifth album. The singer is also planning a series of 15-minute show at various nightclubs.
But a new problem is brewing for Spears that is growing insecurities from her childhood experiences.
On making a comeback Britney wrote:
I do see the world with a completely different set of eyes now. I do still have a lot to learn, and I am going to make mistakes everyday, and I am sure every mistake I make will probably be on CNN or Good Morning America.
Source: Reuters
